Inner voice
Great and lasting sufferings, I dare say, and mental disorders are often the result of experiences and feelings that we carry inside and cannot get rid of, so important that everything in us begins to gravitate around them or even get sucked into them. And we feel a terrible constraint, or fanaticism, purity, prohibition, guilt, which started so early that now they seem to us as something of ours, "second nature", inseparable from how we perceive ourselves. Many people then, disappointed that they are not strong enough to overcome something, withdraw from the world, indulge in vices, drink drugs, and the problem could be that they are carrying someone else's pain inside them all the time.